Wow..haven’t been on tis in so loong..but time for a little catch up sesh..so my life this past year has honestly been an up and dwn experience..of where my life has changed tis past year nd I learned of how much I with stand somethin..I learned of how much I can be faithful and loyal to someone..I learned how to love and get my heartbroken at the same time..but mainly with it all I learned a lot about myself that I didn’t know that I was capable of..but with a year that has gone by through all of tis..I am in a place of my life where I can say that I’m honestly happy again..I had hit rock bottom with it all..but once u hit rock bottom there’s only one way up to go back up again and that’s what I did..I came up stronger nd better than ever nd looking back on everythin now I saw of what I withstand and how much I can take as one person..i never knew that I could love someone as much as I had loved u..but we grew apart from each other nd got our heart broken from it..but ur happy now nd I’m happy for u..but I am honestly happy with myself now too..I didn’t think that I would beable to feel tis way again with someone else of what I had with you..but maybe tis is my 2nd chance to have a shot of truly being in love with someone again..dnt get me wrong ull always have a special place in my heart..but my heart doesn’t belong to u anymore..u broke me nd shattered my heart into a million pieces..nd I’m putted myself back together again nd I’m not perfect..I mite have cracks, but I’m stronger than ever. Nd no one can tear that down. I used to wear my heart on my sleeve but lik my lil bro chazzy says..dnt wear ur heart on ur sleeve..but wear it on ur elbow..cause that way no one or no guy can hurt u that easily..nd that exactly what I’m doin nd it feels greatt! I am happy..positive..nd love where my life is takin me. Nd havin all these amazing friends I’ve made tis past year really justifies that I deserve to be happy nd deserved to be love. I always will have my best friends that well always be there for me through thick nd thin nd havin them for almost 5 yrs in my life nd were still going strong! But as for my love life..there is one guy that is sweeping me off my feet nd he jus keeps me on cloud 9 nd I love tis feeeling. Even tho were miles nd miles away from each other but miles is jus another number to me..it doesn’t mean anythin! Its the feeling nd emotions u have for each other what keeps u going. But I can not wait for my trip to seattle..cause I get to spend time wit him nd be in his arms wen I go to sleeep..cause before I go to bed he’s the one that I think about wen I go to bed at night nd wen I wake up in the morning nd I know he feels the same. I honestly am happy that I have this 2nd chance of findin happiness nd love that I dnt wanna take it lightly or take it for granted tis time around. But I know that he’s not gonna see this..but jus wanted to say that thank u bbyboi for coming into my life nd thank u for sweeping me off my feet nd keepin me on cloud 9. I’m loving every minute of it nd can’t wait to see what this journey has in store for us. :D but seattle in 15 days nd couting..I’m too stoked nd my bday in 12 days..ahhhhh! Lol
JANUARY=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.
FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match. ♥
MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt!and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.
APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize at
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.
MAY=LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins. someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.
JUNE =FINEASS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 day
JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.
AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.
SEPTEMBER=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will kiss the one that you been wanting…
OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.
NOVEMBER=SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.
DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Loves freedom. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.~december
Really does sound like me
March !!
March 12. I hope my crush has a crush on me too even just a tiny bit. haha
(Source: thatuglysmallmonster)
Drunken Gummy Bears
What you need to make them:
- Alcohol of your choice
- Bowl (with a lid is optional)
- Fridge
- Gummy Bears
How to make them:
Put your gummy bears (or other gummy candy) in a bowl of your choice. Pour the liquor you are using into the bowl and cover about a 3/4 inch over the top of the gummy bears. You can put a lid on them or leave them uncovered if you would like. These MUST be left in the fridge, if not they will fall apart and turn into a huge glob of goo. The minimum to soak these is about 5 days, but the longer the better for them! Make sure to stir them 1-2 times daily to get them evened out.
Fun facts:
- You can use ANY kind of alcohol to make these.
- Use flavored alcohol to make them even yummier!
- 7-10 equal a shot of the liquor you are using.
- Yes, they will get you drunk - they are soaked in alcohol! ;)
- They will stay good in the fridge for a very long time!
- Serve them with a toothpick for cleaner eating.
What they look like when they are done:
(left is unsoaked - right is soaked in vodka)Definitely gonna try this!
omg im so gonna try this now!! :D
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Its been a while since I posted my thought on tumblr..since lik my quote..me myself nd thoughts..well its time for one of those rite now..there’s a lot of things goin on in my life rite now..some r good..some r bad..but overall there’s a lot of things..tat I dnt even know where to begin with this. Jus this past week alone has really opened my eyes up to a lot of things, by how I’m tiired of bein a little pipsqueek nd bein walk overed on..I’ve done my part nd was bein a good person..but for one little mistake that I’ve done nd now has escalated to somethin bigger of where someone that I had trusted, can’t keep they’re fucken mouth shut..nd talk crap about meeh..nd now I look like the dumbass..that I’m the one that is being judge for..well you know what._________________________________________..(use ur imagination of what I would say) cause I’m tired of being nice nd bein supportive but in the end I get hurt nd walked all over on from it..its lik they said at the end of it all..you can only trust yourself && no one else, cause the people that say that they’re going to be there for you no matter wat..really isn’t. Its all jus some cheap talk. Its retarded wit it..but who am I one to judge when you judge me already..but I’m not goin to scoop down to that level and be lik you..cause I’m better than that and know what’s right from wrong. But overall it is what people make it to be and don’t be starting shit..if you can handle it, since I’m not going to go down to the level your at..but I’m goin to end this shit one way or the other if you like it or not..I don’t care. If you wanna talk and dish it out than handle it coming back to you..don’t think just cause I’m small and doesn’t seem like a tough person..you got somethin else coming to you about that..I will call you out on your bullshit nd tell u as it is. Don’t worry I got mines..and ull get urs.
Happy thanksgiving everyone..I jus want to say thanks to everyone tat has been wit meeh through tis past year through thick and thin.. First off: my love GABRIEL MENDOZA..thank u babe for bein there wit me through everythin..u have been on my side tis whole entire time through so much babe..and u know tat we have had so many problems tat we have encountered in the last year, and were still not out from the woods of it yet..still gotta keep pushin and going through tis all..but I am so thankful to have found someone as incredibly amazing and genuine like you in my life babe..u have honestly turned my world upside down and shown me the meaning of wat true love is. Thank you for everythin babe..words can’t describe of how much you mean to me..but I know that our love is to infiniti. <3
Second off: my family:: thanks to my entire family for being there for me and supporting me through anythin and everythin than I have done and even tho there are times of where we do have our problems nd little dilemmas but at da end of da day wit it all..family is family nd there is no one else that can change that. Cause family overcomes anything together.
Third off:: my other family (gabriels family)..thank you guys for everything that you have done for me..you have really opened your house up to me, ur family, nd mainly your hearts..you guys have been there for meeh through things nd have acceptted meeh as one of your own. You guys made meeh feel so comfortable and happy wen I’m around you guys..nd I want to say thank you for tat..but jus know if you need anythin I’m here for u guys as u guys r here for meeh. :)
Fourth off: the ORIGINAL kids..tiffany, kayla, && marty..wow guys its been almost 5 years since we have knowe each other and we are jus gettin closwer and closer as each year goes by..even tho we don’t see each other as much as we would want too..but at da end of da day we know tat we still go each other no matter wat..nd thanks for everything u guys have done but we still got so many more memories to go. Lol
Lastly: all my friends tat I have tis past year nd other friends wow some year its been of since I met u guys nd became friends wit u nd others I have known for a while..even tho were not that close but thank u for bein my friend nd jus havin meeh around wen we do see each other..I am so blessed to have so many friends around lol.
Overall happy thanksgiving everyone nd be safe! :)

